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Monday, April 27, 2009
I have not been really doing what i was supposed to do. I feel very bad :/ Oh well, apparently i have no time what. Seriously, you should at LEAST have set some realistic standards for me. Now you blame me ? Can you for once stop being like this ? I guess not. Explains alot. Oh well, i cannot be bothered. This has been going on for three years. You don't know ? Now, well you do . - ARGGH. I have chinese paper tomorrow . :( man. :( I WANNA HANG OUT WITH RACHEL YEW AGAIN. I MISS THE OLD TIMES. and to this great great great person, you know who you are. Thanks for walking with me during my period of struggles this month. Couldn't have gone through that without your help. Really thanks man (: Thursday, April 23, 2009 Yay ! Today, class was like super fun. :D lols, andrea is funnaye xD Tuesday, April 21, 2009 I wonder, nowadays, why am i giving up so easily ? Why should i give up on my studies, my responsibilities and everything else , sometimes i tend to give up on God. yea it's stupidly wrong of me. DUH . Because i know that although if men give up on me He never will. Maybe i give up because sometimes when you want something, and like it is not meant to be , you just have to let go? Trust me, letting go is the most difficult thing. But right now, I don't. But am i too selfish ? That's what i'm wondering, or am i just being weak ? If I give up, i won't stress anyone up, i won't resctrict anyone cause they deserve freedom, or am i misunderstanding things ? Seeing how i have gotten people in trouble already, I hate myself enough. The stress is piling up and I cannot take another blow. Only God understands. I seriously have to thank God for revealing this to me through devtion today. But i know that if i give God everything, it will be solved (: and that's what i'm going to do. and i really miss having fun. THANKS SO MUCH RACHEL YEW :D BE HAPPY LOR. THIS WHOLE POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU ! Monday, April 20, 2009 SS TEST. O.O Friday, April 17, 2009 I'm sorry . I just don't deseve you and i am not a good influence anyway. so might as well. net was fun. was goofing around with natalie's keyboard. natalie ; jy (: love ya. Wednesday, April 8, 2009 Haha, my 100 th post ! LOL, A SERIOUS THANK YOU to william and javier today during chinese and all the way home. Almost cried in chinese class but then Javier was helping alot (: by bitching around and hitting people. =.= I LOVE 3D, 2E. Best years of my life man ! Thank you to : ( alphabetical order) : Amadea, Andrea, Gina, Hilary, Hua Jie, Joey, Kenneth, Mandy, Mei, Mel, Timothy , Xue Er FOR MAKING CLASS FUN AND ENJOYABLE MAN (:(:(:(: and like, i will never forget you guys , as in the ex 2E , (no offence ) . Cause 2E was the best class ever man. God i give you everything again. I am gonna start from square one. Step by step. I'm coming back . |
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