Yepp, you're right. I have to lay it at the foot of the cross:) God will use me when he wants to. Thanks for the encouragement :D . I have one for you :

Don't give up in whatever you do. It's the season of time that God will raise each and everyone of us up for His work. Never doubt yourself, cause God can work mightly through you. And, never loose hope. God is always there for you :D ( and the angels ) I know that you will be God's warrior. Haha :D