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Friday, June 27, 2008
I know that saying sorry won't help, i've destroyed your reputation, made people hate you . I know the you are very pissed with me now, I don't blame you. I am sorry, i know that those words can't change what has happened, and like i don't think that you give a damn about me anymore. I hate myself for what has happened, one stupid mistake and I lost you. I know, I'm a fucking lousy friend, yes, i know. I just wanna say that I hope that you will forgive me, someday. Sorry... Sunday, June 22, 2008 Heres a quiz from mel's blog: Layer 1: On the Outside Name: Hannah Birthdate: 24th July 1994 haha like 7-11 24/7 lols Current Status: Single Duh !!!! Hair colour : Black Righty or lefty: Lefty :) Layer 2 : On the inside My heritage: Wow, this is gonna be long , all together i am singaporean but am chinese, thai, perenakan and irish. Fears: Ghosts, the dark and dolls (thanks alot kenneth) My weakness: Being like uberly sick and irritating My perfect pizza: Hawaiian with Xtra ONION toppings. :D Layer 3 : Yeserday. Today. Tomorrow My thoughts first waking up : Can i go back and sleep ? My bedtime : 1030 to 11 My most missed memories: Of my grandma, i miss her... Layer 4 : My pick Pepsi or Coke : Obv. Coke cause like pepsi is damn frizzy and i hate it. Coke is heaven. McDonalds or Burger King : Burger King, though the things are slighty more expensive, at least they give us good food. Single or group dates : What type of qtn is this ? == no comment Adidas or Nike : Well i dun like both haha, so none actually Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla ! I have been eating vanilla since i was a baby. Seriously ! Cappucino or Coffee : Cappucino ! :D Layer 5 : Do You. Smoke : No Curse : Yea at times Take a shower : Obviously, i am so not a dirty peasent (jkjk) Have a crush : Wadda think ? Ch'yea Think you have been in love : Duh.. PMS ! Go to school : Yea Want to be married : Remains to be seen Believe in yourself : Sometimes Think you're a health freak : No... Layer 6 : In the Past Drank Alcohol : Does wine count ? Gone to the mall : EVeryone has . Duh == Been on stage : Yeap Eaten Sushi : YESS ! Dyed your hair : Will not, will never Layer 7 : Have you ever Played a stripping game : NO ! I may be sick but not that sick ok ? Changed who you were to fit in : Yeap, i was despo and a loser back then. Layer 8 : Age you are Hoping To be married : 22 ! Hahaha :) Get a Job : 20 ! Layer 9 : In A Guy Best eye colour : GREEN . Best hair colour : Anything but not anything gross Short hair or long hair : I dun care, as long as they look good XD Layer 10 : What you doing A minute ago : Listening to Born for this by Paramore ! Hour ago : On the net Hours ago : At church Year ago : Being lame Layer 11 : Finish the sentences I love : God, family, friends, rock, FALL OUT BOY I feel : Sian I hate : jq and cynthia I hide : My darkest secret I miss : Hanging out with my friends I need : God's presence and my black crumpler, ipod dock and guitar heroes guitar. Layer 12 : Tag 3 people Whatever Well, so now, my paramore cd has a scratch. Not that i'm being petty or whatever my cds mean alot to me. I dunno why i feel very messed up. Shucks, i just talked to Wen Min, it seems great ! :D i hope that everything becomes like normal. By the way, i may start a band soon... hopefully i will pick up the electric guitar soon. Man, doing gigs and stuff and i am uberly excited. Heehee Well, today was like ok, except that i was a pathetic loser. Haha. I don't know about the Wen Min thing yet, i hope that everything will be back to normal tomorrow. Hopefully. Haha, so many things going on right now, i don't even have a direction, i feel like i am a complete lazy person, all i do is slagg all day man. I have been thinking about the singing thing, i wanna sing :D cause like that is the only talent i have, and I've got to treasure it , u noe. Like what the preacher said today, like i also dun feel connected to God. I dunno why, everything has been like going downhill for me . Saturday, June 21, 2008 You know how sometimes like, you think this bunch of people are very close the next moment they are not ? Yea man and like i am in a very helpless situation right now . I dunno what is going on now between both of them, and strangely for someone, i feel like i no longer am close to her, its like we are just kind of strangers. I miss her as a friend. Well, on with music. It has been difficult and fun picking up acoustic guitar. Haha. Man, it def. feels great. Its not about the fame or whatever money crap. But i wanna feel the adrenaline. the music, the way it pumps you and stuff. This sounds so cliche. Haha, but whatever man. This is how i feel about music, good music takes you somewhere else, a different atmosphere. Yawns, man i have to go, Gotta prepare for church tomorrow. Well, this is my secret blog, if i gave u this address u welcome if not **** off |
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